|This is what I am in my head. I am wrong.|
In reality... My house is a workable mess...When I entertain, we're doing what amounts to a complete overhaul right up until the minute that company arrives. Then, as the hubby greets guests, I fly upstairs to shower/change and THEN I am ready to entertain. I do work part-time from home, but it's not going as smoothly as it can, because my office is a mess lol! It still has junk in it from the last time we "entertained." It seems to be the catch-all room. Mornings are a mess, heading out is a mess... because we can't ever find things we need. I do volunteer with the PTA and their school, but again, it's not always smooth because of our time management. I'm a caterer who LOVES to cook, but I don't cook every day like I should. Why? The kitchen has too much clutter and I hate doing dishes. *sigh* Hubby is patient, but I know he needs more of my attention. I'm so caught up in my day-to-day messes that by the time I'm ready for him, he's knocked out sleep. (Po' thang) Appearance-wise, I'm ok, I just feel the need to lose some serious weight. I've been working on getting my garden right for the last few years, I have scrapbooking materials everywhere in my house, I can't knit (yet), I still carry debt, I bake bread only out of necessity (too lazy to go to the store lol), my book club memberships are sitting unused and so on and so forth. This is my REAL life. It sounds even worse when I write it all out lol.
|This is more like me in real life.|
To Be Continued.....